i am of course disappointed. disappointed because it happened again. and im sorry to say, i regreted every single thing eventhough we had fun joy n laughter. and I'll just regard u dead, yes!! DEAD!! from this very moment. U can as usual give me all de reasons u can find in the whole wide world which only u think it is right. and thank you for the treats and the times spent out of ur extremely busy schedule! whatever it is, October is ending soon, i really hope u will make the right decision by leaving ur current job because it is really killing you!! even ur family is hoping to see u out of that job to find something better. look at youself, having that kind of job made us like this again for the second time! and im speechless... i did my part already... but i guess that 'woman' managed to psycho-ed u into staying... well, it is up to u... all i can say is...

goodbye u!!