Sorry, this entry is kind of private and personal... but i really need to jot it down here..
pardon me...

Ok, im trying to make my life simple and less complicated... but somehow it chooses to be that way... i really wonder!

this is to you.. the sudden meet up last saturday after months and months was really a shocking one!!
the apologies u did thru ****** was actually enuf...
and seriously, i DO NOT understand ur main objectives and motives of the long talks we had over the 'buke puasa'...
and ive never liked complicated things...
i just wished that u skip that part abt us last time...
i know, u tried to force those words out from me... but i simply CAN'T!!!

replies to ur words...,
Aiz:
Yes, true, words have to be proper but u dont need to be a perfectionist to communicate to someone especially to someone close to you....you're not lecturing or giving a speech like how a lecturer is to their students....just be yourself and just say things out....correct things if u think you've said wrongly and apologise only if there is a need to....
AiZz:
no one wants to hurt other oneself with their own words but sometimes things happened for a reason,de words comes out unintentionally..everyone makes mistakes E*****, u cant run away from it no matter how perfect u try to sound....It is not that i do not like u being that twrds me.but i just feel uncomfortable esp to u....someone i used to be comfortable with in my words and actions
AiZz:
and that was why i was being dumbfounded that day and left with nothing to say.... i do have alot to say actually... but something just stopped me from expressing it out...how can u expect me to say everyting out!!?? the sudden meeet up with you was already an unexpected one...u just need to be sincere in whatever words or actions u do...the big word is SINCERE....

we're fine... no worries...
and im not engaged...durhh....
and etc2...