all these while, ive been blogging about the good times right?

for now, i guess, it is time to let it all out after 2years of keeping it to myself...

it is abt the boring stuff that i went through in my own relationship, how i suffered and also the reason why i prefer to be by myself...

it was just a selfish part on him...controlling me in a way... which i felt really suffocated! that was last time... that time was during hari raya where when we just got together... took my hp, scroll through all my contacts and deleted all Male number!!wdh!! i even can remember him deleting Khidir's num laa.. coz he is my fren since primary sch seyy!but, i was smart enuf tho..haha..anw, yaa..irritating... and i hate the 'report strength' system laa!!! kental habis sey!!
i dont even tell my parents where i go to at all!! there'll be family outing laa...go fishing, bbQ...and i hate fishing...it is just a waaste of my time!! time spent will focus on being together with the family... after fishing, we will all spend de time together having dinner outside... we will usually go in one big groups!! 1 family car plus 2 or 3 bikes or even more...which i find it sooo err dot dot dot... last time was more fun cuz we had ken n ira, and some othrs i know...i wonder where they r now!! i miss those moments...

and yes, we had a discussion abt this just now.. that, guys prefer to be left alone, esp in their room, trying to solve their own probs.. which i find it irritating!! usually,for my case, his parents would ask me abt his condition which i myself is unable to answer!