i was really telling the very truth when i mentioned that my feelings fer him has neutralised!
err..i mean, i no longer longed for him anymore..
and i learned to forgive and forget of what had happened months ago...
then comes da sister, telling me that he's getting engaged!
i was cool abt it...knowing that person well enough...i wasnt disturbed by that fact...
but then, she was telling me again....he getting married this August!!!
i was suddenly out of words!! and i cant speak! speechless!!
but good 4 him...i'll be happy for him that hez found happiness...
i tried to make my reaction not obvious...but she detected the reasons behind my silence...
im confused myself...

anw,i had my gebiz training this morning...
i slept very late at 2plus....
thinking of finishing my monthly report...
so that i could drop by school and hav my RO to sign...but i couldnt...haiz..
since the vp/ro did not reply my mail over the weekend,
i assume she will not be in sch at per qn asked...
so, i woke up at 715am....feel refreshed!!!
got out of hse at 8 and met the rest at Buona Vista mrt...
Fara,Daya,Hairi,Yana was already there...
and we kept waiting for Fitri,Dinn,Ain and Azzy...
Once everyone was there, we went to the trg centre as a big grp!!
(if only my grp is still together..)
lucky i still hav rad & hakeem...and not forgetting, Yeow Teck!!
Went in the room, PC ready for us...
and everyone started MSN'in...hahaa...
we even msn each othr while listening to the lecturer...heh heh...multi-tasking skills!!
suddenly, i received a msn msg frm dat person!!
hehe.... gembiraa skalii!!
i was smiling all the way in class....motivation to study....
its been quite long since i heard abt that person ok!
my schedule is very pack this august..
and, i was told...that, that person wil be there for 2 of my events that im participating!!(",)
*guess how im feeling*
and therez more....heh heh...
wadever it is...im looking forward to AUGUST!!!
reason being...
i want to get over and done with school's anniversary..
on 31JuLy08!!
after dat.....
1. Meeting Farah(old time bestie) at JB!!
2.Boot Camp
3.Kayaking!!
4.oh, National Day too!
anytink else??
weee~~

finally i got my token!
more responsibility added on to me!
but its good laa...can be busy and not think of stuff!
see ...get wad i mean..??
im like one mad woman!!
this moment im sad, clueless...
next moment im excited...jumping up and down!!
akhkz....

and...new list of frens who has won my trust!!
Radhiana&Hakeem!!!
thankz 4 everything!!
my Powerpuff!!akhkz!!

hakeem, dont stress yourself too much ok!!
can always de-stress by going outta ur room!!and think of me and rad!! akhkz!!
my buddies!!!
*hearts*