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i really couldnt sleep last night...
it was as late as 3am and i couldnt sleep a blink!!!
i didnt know who to text ...as i was very sure,everyone is already fast asleep.
i wanted to confide to that lbf...but i couldn't reach him...
so...i stayed..lying in bed..listening to the songs in my handphone...
reminiscing about the pleasant past i had with someone...
if things were like before, i bet, he's already there for me that early in the morning!!
so, it was impossible to text him.(like as if i ever thought of doing it.NO, NEVER of coz!)
i continued with song listening...

was playing songs after songs...
Suddenly, i was shocked by the vibration of my hp!!(hp was put to silent mode with vibration)
'1 MESSAGE RECEIVED'
from unknown number!!!
god must've heard how desperate i need someone to talk to last night!!haas!
it was from someone..ya, i know him of course...
it somehow made me smile and wonder the purpose of his msg that early morning!!
we just texted like normal...*i missed him in a way tho!* (mengaku jgk dekni!)
we updated each other about what we've been doing so far...
i then bombarded him with the stuff that bothered me!!
and he was patient enough to entertain me!!
he said... "So, u take yg senang nye..tk sakit kepala..tol tk? up 2 u lah.."
he is just a simple minded guy and datz y i used to like him...
come to think of it..its true, i shld take the easier one and dont be too hard on myself..
discussing these type of things with him, i feel that.....hmm,no comments..
but i felt relieved!!he puts me to sleep..it was already 4plus am!!hahaa..*gosh,merepek*
it leads me to think, why shit always happens when you're happy with someone??

besides that..
some other thing is bothering me too!(of coz i didnt tell him abt this!)
someone gave me comments laa!!very unexpected!!
da so called ex adk ipar..akhkz...*our inside joke*
i dunno wads into him...
out of a sudden he gave me this...
"wow wei ambot da shot lar sey hehehe kiut jugak kamu ya waduh2 hehehe tkcr n dont take drug hahaha kla c u wen i c u.." (Cause i had a big change to my hairstyle)
i replied his comment normally...and then this came in in the morning!!
"wuduh2 coment saya dibalas waduh gembira bangat c gueh hehehe alar kate rambot raye hehehe u take care ya koz i care hehee c u wen i c u k hope soon sudi2 lar dtg umah agi hehee rindu donut hehehe joking koz me tk mkn sangat donut me mkn org wakakaka k c ya"
omg!!wad was he thinking?we never talk like this before!
he wud be the one to persuade me to be closer to his bro..and forget what's past...
and now this??something is fishy!!

yes2..ive cut my hair......snapped out the long waiy hair...
and i have short black hair!!yes!!black!!hahaaz...
it was a sudden decision i made before i went to teach...
that day, i texed fenah for company...but she was bedridden....sick with mc....
asked her for recommendations....and did my hair....
after which, i went over to fenah's house and brought her her fish fillet burgers for the family...
i missed mak leha!!!that was one of the reasons i came over...
once i reached...she was like..."nur!!!put these in the washing machine!!"
exactly like my mother...hahaa...she's my mom's younger sister...
we are one big family!!!the other reason was because,
i didnt get to attend their celebration held at home last sunday...
cuz i was always like one of her daughters to help her do stuff...
da important ones..u know! haha...

okies...till here..


Love,
::AiZz::