how could i express it ...

now, im like enjoyin myself...

in a way..not fully tho'...

i can't explain how i felt when you called...

maybe im kind of heartless of recent...

this isnt what i expected...

why are you back only now??

this isn't the right time i guess...

life just gets complicated...

went for an interview somewhere at raffles...

fenah also kind of suddenly text me..

'aiz, are you free today?'

i replied and didn't say much...

so, after interview ard 4plus, went to visit fenah at werkplace,

and went back with her...

it was really quite sometime since i last went out with her..

i got my make-up stuffs at her workplace...

and got myself 30% discount!!haha...

i even got myself dat Loreal liquid foundation again..

yes..again...i lost da one i juz bought last month!!

how pathetic!!

there was so much to share with her...

but i just kept my mouth shut about something which

she was against of me doing...

but somehow,

im glad that things are back to normal between us..

we just went back to hometown,

and had lunch cum dinner at carona...

we had some lil'shoppin'...

especially her..

everything seems to be soo perfect!

i can't ask for more..

**can't wait for 3rd February 2008**